I was trying to explain how I feel, but every time I do it just sounds retarded.
Well, duh. I'm explaining the workings of a retarded brain. How is it supposed to sound?
But my Aspie stuff won't let me speak. It strangles me. I had my voice back once and it nearly killed me.
All this shit is stress related. But am I supposed to now go into a corner and chant Om? That's what I've been trying to do but my guilt and uncertainty* won't allow it except in brief spurts which are not fulfilling enough.
Everything is an interruption. That's all. I'll get back to where I was. Not game over yet. FAIL. Hell's bells.
*out, damned principle
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